Monday, March 19, 2007
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Life

I am often asked how I am doing. My stock answer is ‘as well as can be expected, under the circumstances.’ The truth is, I’m never sure which part of the question to answer. Life has a kaleidoscopic quality – something beautiful one minute followed by something different the next. Constantly changing, never precisely repeatable – a captivating swirl of events, memories, and emotions. What I’ve noticed this year is that thoughts, events, and emotions swirl by so fast that I don’t have a chance to settle in to a single, enduring reaction to the whole experience. I think I’m glad for that, even though it’s tiring to swing through such a wide array of emotions several times each day. Sometimes I wish desperately for a different reality; sometimes I realize how extremely lucky I have been.
Monday, March 05, 2007
One Deep Breath - "Mud" Haiku

She fights for her life
feeling alone in the mire
we can lift her up
Saturday, March 03, 2007
wilting flower

This is what and how I think everyday since I can no longer use my once loud voice to express my feelings aloud. Behind the facsade of hope, my smile, is a wilting flower. The same flower that inspires others to live, love, and laugh is slowly losing her petals and once vibrant color. My roots are drying up. I get an occasional sprinkle but it doesn't seem to reach the depth of my soul.