Monday, October 30, 2006
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Weekend at the Grand Canyon
We are at the beautiful Grand Canyon for my first look in 10 years with my family. It is a late cool fall afternoon and hardly crowded. I am sitting in my power wheelchair creeping up to the edge of the Grand Canyon where there is a small fence to keep people from falling into the abyss. I am trying to get safely close so that I can see better since a lot of the areas of lookout is inaccessible by wheelchair. I am now looking at the canyon with my family and what is this , a man is squeezing in front of me blocking my view without even excusing himself! Hello, you are blocking a view of someone that was here first and in a wheelchair! What is wrong with people?
Anyway, still had a beautiful day at the Grand Canyon. No picture can ever show its beauty, and majesty.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Love you
I want to thank my husband of 26 and 3/4 years of loving and taking care of me. When I was first diagnosed with ALS 2 years ago I only showed a slight limp in my walk. Now I can hardly eat, nor walk or get myself up from a chair or toliet and cannot move myself in bed. The nights are hardest for both of us with me waking up every hour asking to be moved to the only 2 positions that I can sleep. Every night my beloved Husband gets up with every call and adjusts me and covers me up and adjusts the thermostat, since I am either too cold or hot, and gives me a drink. What a blessing. He takes care of me all day and runs the household, cooks, and works. If I didn"t have him I would be in a nursing home with nurses that smell of cigarettes, and I am sure they wouldn't come for ever call I made. Their would be indifferance and carelessness from some caretakers and this would be a nightmare for me. You see as I get worse I will become paralyzed by not being able to move, but I can still feel pain and discomfort on my body and my mind will be all intact. I will not lose any of my mental abilities.
I am so thankful I have a Husband that will and can take care of me through this awful nightmare we both are dealing with. Thank you sweetie and I love you more than I can express! .... suffering is made bearable by feeling your Love!!!
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Simple Pleasures
Smell of the rich earth
in the cool morning air
after a hard rain.
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Friday, October 13, 2006
Monday, October 09, 2006
Countryside Haiku
Harvest Moon reflects
over the countryside
winter is not far behind.
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Monday, October 02, 2006
Ghost of Past
I made a mistake.
I moved away.
I left Denver for Las Vegas 6 years ago and built a new life.
I am now terminally ill and live in a city with inadequate medical care, and isolated from my family.
Except for my Aunt and my brother - the rest of my family is scattered emotionally if not physically from me . And each year, the realization has sunk in a bit more.
This is something I must let go, so that what I want doesn't tarnish what I have. It was incredibly unrealistic and selfish of me to think that the old life would wait for me. That time hadn't marched on everywhere.